This is the tenth track off Steven Curtis Chapman's new album, Beauty Will Rise. There are many songs I am caling my favorites off this album, but I especially like this one. I know the feeling of not wanting to "be" anymore or not wanting to breathe another breath because everything is just too hard, closing my eyes and resolving to not open them again until I'm through with this world because this world is too much to deal with. So I like this song.

I Will Trust You
by Steven Curtis Chapman

I don't even want to breathe right now
All I wanna do is close my eyes
And I don't wanna open them again
Until I'm standing on the other side
I don't even wanna be right now
I don't wanna think another thought
I don't wanna feel this pain I feel
But right now, pain is all I've got

It feels like it's all I've got
But I know it's not
Oh, I know You're all I've got

And I will trust You, trust You
Trust You, God I will
Even when I don't understand
Even then I will say again
You are my God
And I will trust You

God, I'm longing for the day to come
When this cloudy glass I'm looking through
Is shattered in a million pieces
And finally, I can just see You

God, You know I believe it's true
I know I will see You
But until the day I do

I will trust You, trust You
Trust You, God I will
Even when I don't understand
Even then I will say again
You are my God
And I will trust You
And with every breath I take
And for every day that breaks
I will trust You, I will trust You
And when nothing is making sense
Even then I'll say again
God, I trust You, I will trust You

I know Your Heart is good
I know Your Love is strong
I know Your plans for me
Are much better than my own
So I will trust You, trust You
Trust You, God, I will
Even when I can't see the end

And I will trust You
I will trust You, I will
Even when I don't understand
Even then I will say again
I will trust You
I will trust You, I will
I know Your Heart is good
Your Love is strong
Your plans for me
Are better than my own
Yeah, Your Heart is good
Your Love is strong
Your plans for me
Are better than my own
And I'll trust
You are my God and I will
Trust You